Self – Centred
How beautiful is the word "self-centered"—to be truly "established in the self." I take it as a compliment. From an early age, I realized the importance of being financially independent. In my family, earning members were…
Self Doubt
Some days, I feel sad and angry for no apparent reason. I become negative and pessimistic, and I feel sorry for myself, believing that everyone takes me for granted. I carry these feelings like old baggage,…
What is Meditation – 2
After practicing meditation for a year or so, people often find themselves feeling more miserable. What is this? It seemed better earlier with smoking, drinking, on medication, and restless company. At least it was easier to…
Practise Makes Perfect
After learning classical dance for seven years, I still didn't feel confident enough to teach it. Instead, I spent years teaching semi-classical and contemporary dance, which both my students and I thoroughly enjoyed. When I became…
The Seed of Fear
When I was very young, around three years old, people used to visit me not because I was cute, but rather before going to their exams or starting any important work. People believed that whatever page…
The Purpose of Life
One day during my morning walk, I saw an old man cooking on the roadside. I sat down beside him, intrigued by his simple setup. He lit a fire with a small piece of wood, arranged…
Oh Fearless One
A few days back, I went to get an MRI done for my spine. My daughter accompanied me, although I told her it was no big deal that I could go alone. But the doctor wanted…
Waiting For My Turn
When I was 23 years old, I was at my second job. One day, a colleague mentioned that our company was going to shut down due to long-standing financial losses. Initially, I couldn't believe it, as…
The Theory of Karma
When I was 10 years old, I never used to pay attention while brushing my teeth. It seemed unimportant to me. My mom had a few misshaped front teeth, I don’t know why she decided to…
The Dance of Shiv – Shakti
I was born in Christianity, where believing in Jesus and loving him is a part of my culture. I regarded Jesus as my teacher and a guiding force. My faith and love have always helped me…